Showing posts with label happiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happiness. Show all posts

Monday, July 21, 2014

GET AWAY FROM IT ALL

Below is a photo taken while on my latest retreat to a remote location in South central B.C., Canada. I can't stress enough, my friends, the importance of removing yourself from the distractions of the city and the influence of people at least once a year for a week or more. We become locked into our routine, bound by commitments, a slave to our schedules. 

If possible, one should at least be alone on a weekly basis for a walk or a sit in the park, but I'll chat more about that another time.

For now, It means to impart upon you, the immeasurable benefit from getting as far away from humanity as possible for as long as possible, in order to cleanse oneself of the negative influence imposed upon them by the daily bombardment in today's society.

Getting away from it includes any contact you may have with the outside world and even access to wifi or a cell signal. Your goal, as always, but most especially on retreat, is to return to your pure state. This state can only be reached without distraction.


Leave your profit driven life behind; leave your capitalist brainwashing behind; leave your need to do all your chores and errands behind, your need to look a certain way to fit in, to act the way they tell you. Leave behind your need to keep your car spotless, to wear make-up and jewelry, to work out like an crazy person.

Getting away from it all is your opportunity to be natural. To be your true self without being judged including, in many cases if you're in a remote enough location, running around naked in the bush or by the lake. It's very freeing! You should try it!

Getting away from it all doesn't involve 'Doing' anything. In fact, doing nothing is the point. Nothing is the goal. Silence must be embraced, stillness must, once again, become the natural way and racing thoughts must be tamed. Only then will the soil in the garden of the soul be fertile enough for the seeds of rebirth to germinate.

Live now, my friends...

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

RID YOURSELF OF RITUAL

Throughout the various stages of awakening, the truth seeker will naturally experience a desire to have an adult security blanket. It makes complete sense. In a hostile environment one feels better with a bit of magic on their side. Protection, if you will. It makes one feel powerful enough to weather the storms of self-examination. 

The term RITUAL is being used here to describe anything one does on a regular basis or surrounds themselves with on a regular basis, that has absolutely nothing to do with achieving pure clarity. Ritual talisman, ritual mantra, ritual clothing, ritual location, ritual language, ritual person, what-have-you. Anything one does, has, surrounds oneself with, clothes oneself in, visits regularly etc. on a regular basis is nothing but an obstacle on the path to enlightenment.

Your only goal, my friend, is to rid yourself of all of it. Period.

There is no connection to your divine through the building called a church. Neither the human beings called Priests nor the man elected Pope can provide you with either the key to your salvation or the connection to the true source of all inspiration. Their hats, robes, incense, trinkets, candles, beads, gold and silver likenesses, etc. are for show and do not open the door to the place where God dwells.

Yes, a church is built by believers of a particular faith. Yes, religious paintings are painted by the faithful and the deeper the faith, the more powerful the representation of the object of that faith. Faith in a particular deity has led to the creation of the most beautiful works of art and architecture in human history. Writings by deeply faithful people such as Hafiz or Gibran or Kabir (must reads for any truth seeker) can easily bring tears to the eyes. 

The most amazing results of this connection to the creative source are everywhere... There is no doubt of that. My question to you, my friend, is this. What have you created FOR your divine? How do you express your love TO your god? I didn't say how will you show others that you have love for a divine, nor did I ask how you express to others your love for a divine? It's a very different and distinct use of the words to express something much more private, personal, and profound. This something has nothing to do with SHOWING anything to anyone. It doesn't involve going anywhere, wearing anything special, saying anything over and over, or aligning yourself with any human mortals you believe will bring you closer to a special power by being in their presence.

The remedy? STOP. Right now. Wherever you are reading this. STOP, BE STILL, BREATHE, FEEL, AND LISTEN. Don't wait to go to church, don't reach for your prayer beads, don't get up only to fall to your knees. JUST BE, NOW. It's one of the many books of truth, but put the Bible down. I can read and re-read the same diet book over and over, but unless I put the book down and act on the information contained in it, the diet will never work. (Of course, that was just an example. 'Diet' is a 4-letter word and is not real. I would say don't ever do it, but once you achieve clarity, it will lose it's meaning.)

Anyhow, back to stopping... Right now... I need you to introduce yourself to your god... God, Allah, Buddha, Krishna, Ganesh, whatever... say hello, how are you, my name is... Now, just sit and feel... Do you feel silly? Are you emotional? Are you joyful? Guess what? It doesn't matter. No one is going to judge you. In fact, no one needs to know. The only one who needs to know you're building a one on one relationship with the creator is you. The fact of the matter (the truth, in other words) is that nowhere you go, nothing you wear and no one you're hanging around with can help you to cultivate this relationship. It's all you and only you...no church, no cross, no book, no priest, no beads, no prostrations, no robes, nothing.

Your homework: Continue to vocalize your conversation with your divine until it becomes natural. Don't ask for anything, don't repent for past deeds, don't praise or thank yet, just say hey...

Thanks for being here. See you on the other side. ;-)

SPIRIT SCIENCE 1 - 15 FULL MOVIE SERIES 2012

You may not 'believe' much of what you see in this series of videos, but regardless, please watch this with an open mind. Your goal is to believe it all. Truth seekers must not allow OPINIONS to halt their progress along the path to enlightenment (afterall, are they even your opinions?)... If there is something you feel uncomfortable about, then your goal should be to have a DIRECT EXPERIENCE of that thing (I'll talk about the importance of direct experience later). The absolute truth is that once you have a direct experience of a thing, your opinions about it will change. Beware, however. Hesitation in having a direct experience of a thing that makes you uncomfortable does not come from your authentic self and must be ignored.

Enjoy!




Tuesday, April 16, 2013

TO TRULY KNOW THYSELF IS DIVINE

What is it to know oneself? Can we truly ever know ourselves on the most deepest of levels in this hustle and bustle world? How can it be maintained? Is it possible to achieve enlightenment growing up and existing within the Matrix we inhabit? How is it possible when we are immersed in a paradigm that is seemingly the opposite of spirituality, the opposite of loving kindness and compassion. 

I would submit, my friends, that it is possible to achieve a heightened state of clarity, i.e. enlightenment within an urban environment, but that it is a fickle achievement subject to numerous pitfalls for one not fully committed to it's attainment. For, in order to maintain such a pristine state of awareness from moment to moment would require one to become a Master of focused concentration, not easily distracted by the wants and needs of this world nor swayed by the various emotions we're subject to each day.

Living in an enlightened state from moment to moment does not require one to rid oneself of naturally occurring thoughts, feelings and emotions. So from this moment forward, stop guilting yourself for feeling feelings or thinking thoughts. They are natural. It's the ACTIONS we choose to take that are destructive. The challenge for anyone from a Monk to a Manager or a Priest to a Painter is to become a Master at PACIFYING those naturally occurring processes all the time. 

I can think all I want about how I'd like to punch someone in the face, but until I actually act on it, it's simply a passing thing without substance that I can choose to bring into the material world or not. In the hands of someone with the clarity of self awareness, those thoughts, feelings and emotions are simply understood as naturally appearing and disappearing and are allowed to come and go without disturbing one's balance.

The only question one must pose oneself when deciding to embark on a journey of self-discovery is this:

Am I committed to a path that only leads in one direction?

The path of which I am referring does not involve 'quitting' anything, for how can one quit something that simply no longer has a place in one's life? It does not involve setting goals, for the path itself is the goal. It won't make you sexier or smarter or funnier and it certainly won't get you that new car, girl, guy, jewelery, house, or whatever else you've been drooling over. In fact, none of the THINGS sitting in your closet, garage, storage locker etc. that you've been accumulating for whatever reason over the years are coming on the journey. Because this journey is one of DEVOLVING, if you will. Of pairing down, of trimming the fat (literally), and of opening the window to let a little fresh air in.

If the thought that you will end up with nothing of material value in your possession with only the promise of the immaterial makes you cringe, then perhaps the time is not right to embark on such a perilous quest. As an example, a friend of mine once suggested I read a book by a well-known modern day spiritual guru to many, Eckhart Tolle. Although I've now read many of his writings, at first glance, even the word 'God' caused me to close the book immediately. I just wasn't ready for years after that...

One must first come to understand that in order for people to define something indefinable, a word must be used so that all are in agreement based on how each of us defines the feeling we get when we say it or think it. A feeling is like a relationship. None but the subject can truly define how something invisible and intangible affects them. So the WORD God is also, in and of itself, indefinable by none but the definer. IT is simply an idea, an allegory, a metaphor or what-have-you. (Maybe we should change God's name every once in a while so people don't become attached to it...) Anyhow, the specifics of that word will be discussed more another time. 

Okay, so... Ask yourself if you're ready. Nobody needs to know but you... If you are, then let's proceed, shall we?

First things first. Let me ask you this. How do you feel about God? Don't tell me. I know your first impulse was to tell me in words how you feel, but don't tell me. Don't even direct your answer at me. I asked you how you feel about God, not to tell me how you feel about God. So take a moment...take two, in fact, and really think about...oops sorry, my mistake...take a moment or two to really FEEL how you feel about God.... Wanna know a secret? That's your connection to God... And that's all you need to know, oops...feel.

Bruce Lee said it best in one of his films, "Don't think, feeeel."

Your homework assignment: Leave your phone at home and go for a walk alone to a safe place. Sit and listen to as many different sounds as you can without adding any judgement to them. Even if you hear a sound that would normally cause a reaction i.e. loud motorcycles, construction, vocal babies etc., try practicing observing things in their basics rather than with added emotion and judgement. 

For an added boost to this exercise, try switching to a focus on your breathing (don't worry, we're not getting into breathing exercises...yet ;0) and notice what different sounds you hear or how many sounds you now become aware of. 

Oh, and although it might sound silly suggesting closing your eyes is advanced, but you'd be surprised how difficult it can be to try sitting in a public park or city street with your eyes closed for any length of time without feeling like you'll be robbed. A very uneasy feeling comes over us in a very short period of time that both prevents us from relaxing and closing our eyes for too long. This might seem minor, but know that any resistance to this process must be looked at from this point forward as ego based. When they refer to interacting with the drug and not the person in cases of addiction, this is that situation when it comes to uncovering your true self. The child who wants it's blankie is what restricts your spiritual emergence. 

ACCEPT there is resistance to change that comes from a part of us we can't explain and move on... I really dislike corporations for stealing great sayings, but it's so true. The only way for you to make change is to just do it. Btw, I didn't mention the corporation on purpose and didn't cap their slogan, but if you instantly knew who I was referring to and saw a logo in your mind's eye (you know, that place in our head where we see the mind movies), then you've come to the right place... 

See you next time.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

SICK OF BEING SICK

I don't need to tell you that being sick sucks. Especially when you feel sick all the time. My question to you, my friend, is why do you deliberately make yourself FEEL BAD and perpetuate those bad feelings by doing the very things that cause you to feel bad in the first place? Whether it's eating foods that ultimately make you feel bad, drinking too much alcohol that eventually makes you feel bad, getting not enough movement in your day, subjecting yourself to repetitive bombardment of negativity in the form of twisted television and skewed news media leading to fearful,  judgmental ways of thinking and acting and on and on and on...

I loved being sick. Well, not consciously. I was addicted to it and I hated myself like you hate yourself, again, not consciously. How do I know you hate yourself? Of this I'm certain... You hate your future self. Otherwise you wouldn't be doing to yourself now what will negatively affect the FUTURE YOU. Like pulling the pin on a hand-grenade and throwing it into the lap of your future self, the excess alcohol consumption will result in a hang-over and vomiting, unprotected sex could result in an STD or a baby, over eating and under exercising results in health problems down the road etc. None of these consequences manifest themselves in the moment. They are like seeds planted in the moment that germinate over time without any thought of the effect it will have on the future you.

"Future me?", you say. But I'm the same person. Sorry, you're not. Our bodies are constantly changing, shedding dead skin cells, healing itself from injury, and generally replacing most of you within about a year. Yes, studies have shown that it takes approximately 11 months for you to be a new person from the inside out. We are constantly changing and evolving, both physically and mentally meaning that we are literally not the same person from moment to moment.

The most difficult thing for me to do was to first admit that I was the cause of my own ills and the only one responsible for turning the tide of my own health and happiness. I was, like many, caught up in the medical system, the treadmill of medical care for ailments that were made to  seem more than they really were. 

So I was on this perpetual conveyor belt of GPs and specialists for a list of life threatening (sarcasm) illnesses like the flu, pneumonia, bronchitis, laryngitis, stomach pains, headaches, stress, depression and more that no one could seem to diagnose. One specialist diagnosed allergies, one diagnosed back problems causing phantom stomach pains, one told me it was my diet, one my inability to handle stress, one IBS, one acid reflux etc. And each and every one wanted to prescribe some form of medication that I believed would be the magic bullet, the cure-all. What did it all do? It made me more stressed out, more depressed, and more sick, not to mention addicted to all the meds I had been legally prescribed. It got to the point that I literally sat in a clinic one day, shaking my finger at the doctor blaming her for making me that way.

During my initial period of awakening which lasted from about September 2007 to May 2008, I underwent one massive epiphany after another. What is an epiphany? In the simplest terms I would say it's like that pesky math problem you just can't seem to understand. Why this formula? How did they come up with that answer? You just can't seem to get it to stick in your brain. That is, until someone puts it into terms that you can FULLY UNDERSTAND and suddenly, as if the clouds part, the whole thing makes perfect sense. For me it felt like I had burst out of the water after almost drowning, gasping for that fresh, life-giving oxygen I'd been deprived of for so long. What a sense of relief! You have that, "Oh my God, that is so simple, why didn't I see that before?" feeling of absolute clarity.

One of the epiphanies I had after suffering greatly in the last moments before pacifying my ego, was to realize suddenly that I was SICK OF BEING SICK. I'd had it. I'd finally decided to take responsibility for my own health and happiness. I remember the exact moment... It's now 4 years later and I've been to see a doctor once for a complete physical which proved that I'm in fantastic shape for my age. Sure I've had colds since, but trust me, they are a lot less painful and disappear sooner when you pay little attention to them and allow your body to do what it's designed to do naturally.

Many have asked me since then what the diet was I started, or what plan I was on to quit smoking cigarettes after almost two decades, or how I've managed to stay at 160lbs for 4 years despite eating anything I want. The only thing that changed was the firm decision I made to no longer live in a sick world. Period, end of story. From that moment on, every choice I was faced with that would easily allow me to fall back into that way of thinking, was now met with the clarity I had rediscovered from the Light Inside. No guilt, no feeling bad, just choices based in clarity, not to mention love and respect for my future self. You, too, have the power to make similar choices which will literally change your future from that moment on.

Choose wellness, choose wholeness, choose life...

Sunday, February 5, 2012

A LOVELY THOUGHT

Here are some wonderful words from a wonderful man who's writings I admire:

"We few who are brought together by providence to work hand in hand for the divine Message,
are entrusted with the most sacred duty
to spread the Message with selflessness and unshakeable trust
in the ever present Spirit of Guidance".
These very important historical statements certainly refer to the responsibility of each,
in as much as one's attunement to the Message is in harmony with the original word,
without drifting away from the Goal.
Years have passed since our Master offered these significant words,
but his luminous presence is as bright as ever before,
shining as a stream of inspiration,
silently guiding our steps,
and helping us to discover the spirit of the Message,
which is gradually shaping human thinking
in the direction of freedom from dogmatic limitations.
On Visalat Day pilgrims from all over the world come to the holy shrine in India,
offering their devotion and gratitude to the bringer of the 'Message in our time',
whose historical proclamation known as the "Unity of Religious ideals"
has so deeply moved the hearts of thousands, over the years.
Each religion strikes a characteristic tone,
and if all would come together,
alike a religious symphony,
one would then encounter the possibility of a unity of all original ideals,
beyond the boundaries of cultural differences.
As one proceeds onward through the darkness of human ignorance,
steadfastly displaying the torch of "Spiritual Liberty"
one may perhaps discover
that Truth could be interpreted as being an invitation
to incorporate the great ideals of Love, Harmony and Beauty,
when communicating with each other
- in each one's language -
and holding fast to the only secret which there is on the spirituality path,
which is to be sincerely in attunement
to the Divine Spirit of Guidance. 

Hidayat Inayat-Khan

ZEITGEIST

I watched the first of the Zeitgeist movies in 2008 shortly following my own awakening. At the time, the film had only been out for a year. Since then, there have been two additional movies released as follow-ups, not to mention a growing movement connected to the recent Occupy Movement associated with the peaceful warriors of Anonymous.

In addition, a new installment has been announced for 2012 called, 'Beyond the Pale'. These movies are free! They are privately funded and available to anyone. To me that's the true measure of altruism and compassion.

This series of movies is like Michael Moore times 1000. Call it what you want, but regardless of being labeled a conspiracy film, it will definitely make you see things differently once you've seen it. The original Zeitgeist is broken up into different parts. It goes into 9/11 theories, facts about the origins of the Christian faith, the facts behind the war in Iraq, the US Federal Reserve and more. 

I'd recommend it to you, my friend. Watch it with an open mind and it will make you question your own uninformed opinion of many things. If nothing else, it will make you want to go out and try to prove these theories wrong... If so, make sure this is the start of questioning everything you've simply trusted on the 'NEWS' and in the 'PAPER'...

Here is the original Zeitgeist:


The second installment is a bit more out there with talk and an actual plan by the filmmaker, Jacque Fresco, for a system of living based on his own utopian ideals. His plan makes perfect sense, however, it would require such a radical and complete shift in the way the world really works, that it would take generations starting from now to make it happen. I believe we're too far gone for such a plan to be effective.

Here's the full movie for Zeitgeist, Addendum:


The third installment (2011) goes into the science of brainwashing. It describes to the viewer in stark detail how we as a collective society have been brainwashed in a scientific and psychological way since most of us were born. Again, watch it with an open mind and I guarantee it will change the way you think.

Here's the full version of 'Moving Forward':


For the skeptics (that should be us all) here's someone who's made a film debunking the debunking of the original Zeitgeist in the religious section:



There's films are all over the web on every side you can imagine. The key is to watch as many as possible in order to make your own decisions. The best part? When you've read and watched enough, you'll discover the common theme in all of it. That it's the same thing; us as conscious matter trying to figure out what this all is and what it all means.

The sheer multitude of ways we express those questions is what makes us all one. I tend to think of the multitude of ways we express and reaffirm our connections to the creator like those who are slaves to the pharmaceutical industry, popping one pill after another. 

If one particular company that markets a pill had a product that worked, there would be no competition for them because they would have found the definitive cure to that particular disease (dis-ease). 

As it stands, there are just as many companies selling pills as there are believers in a particular pill to provide them with a cure. And of those CHEMICAL CONCOCTIONS we're putting our faith in to 'keep us alive', how many of them CURE you?  If they cured you, those companies would no longer exist which goes against the mandate of the very corporations that manufacture the pills you're taking. We'll talk more next time about the black hole of the Medical System...

QUESTION EVERYTHING YOU'VE NOT DISCOVERED YOURSELF THROUGH RESEARCH OF MULTIPLE SOURCES.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

WHAT MAKES A WISE MAN?

One of my favorite stories tells of a great teacher who once visited a hermit who lived alone on an island. The great teacher rowed across the water and met with the hermit who was waiting for him on the shore. The great teacher was invited to have tea with the hermit. While having tea, the hermit began chanting the one and only mantra he knew and had been meditating on for many years.

At one point, the great teacher stopped the hermit in the middle of his chant. He pointed out to the hermit that he was pronouncing his mantra wrong. He informed the hermit that if he was able to correct the mistake, he might be able to make great strides in his practice, lamenting that the hermit might have been further along in his practice if only he'd pronounced it correctly in the first place.

The hermit was extremely grateful for the great teacher having corrected his mistake. He recited the mantra again with the great teacher correcting him until he got it right. The two eventually finished their tea and the great teacher excused himself. He returned to his boat and bid the hermit farewell as he set off for the mainland feeling he'd successfully imparted his great wisdom on the hermit.

As he rowed toward the mainland, the great teacher suddenly looked up to see the hermit running across the top of the water to meet his boat. The hermit stopped at his boat with a big smile. He apologized for taking more of the great teacher's time as he stood on the surface of the water next to the floating boat. He then asked the great teacher one more time what the correct pronunciation of his mantra was, adding that he wanted to make sure he got it right so as to make the best of his future practice. 

Dumbfounded, the great teacher recited the proper pronunciation. The hermit then thanked the great teacher with a low bow before playfully skipping back across the top of the water to the shore, turning and waving to the still awestruck man in the boat.

My point is, this practice is yours and the only way it's going to work is if it means something to you at a core level. Use your 'great teacher'; your guru as a sign post, as a resource. Beyond that, YOU are the only one who can feel what you truly feel and think the thoughts you think. It's your journey. It's your quest. It's you who is the savior of your soul. You are the guardian of your true spirit, the light within.

There are a great many people who see the world in a multitude of ways and you are one of them. No one see's the world the way you do. What sets you apart from your 'teacher'? You do. An insight is an insight and does not need to come from anywhere but within you. I submit to you that if you successfully open your own consciousness to be aware of goings-on outside of your selfish bubble, teachers can be found in many more places than a church or monastery.

The benefit of you tailoring your practice to your own feelings and inspirations (an extension of your spirit's will) is that there are no rules for you to follow. There are no precepts, but the ones you decide to follow. Well, no rules except one. If it makes you happy, if it puts you in touch with joy, if it keeps you in a world where there's no difference between tears of joy and tears of sorrow then keep doing it...

This man is a good resource. His name is Thich Nhat Hanh. He wrote a book that I once read called 'No Death, No Fear'. He sees life in a unique way and I found the video below to be a perfect example of that. 

Enjoy!


Saturday, December 17, 2011

RUMI

How does one describe the indescribable? Is it even possible to put pure love into words? How do we express our connection to the creative energy that exists in us all? We do so in every good action, in every positive vibration we send outward to the universe. Please enjoy the following from one of my favorites, the Sufi poet Rumi:

Your love lifts my soul from the body to the sky
And you lift me up out of the two worlds.
I want your sun to reach my raindrops,
So your heat can raise my soul upward like a cloud.

Rumi expresses his connection to the creative source by allowing his absolute understanding of that connection to flow through him. How does he do it? By giving up, by giving in, and by giving over all to whatever may come. Love is never present in the absence of the truth... If you have a chance to read a few of his many other works, I'm sure you'll see how Rumi allows that truth to be expressed in each and every syllable.

 For all those who express their connection to the creative source in whatever you do. In whatever form you allow the thoughts and ideas birthed within you from the great nothing to flow through you, that is your own personal link to the source. Like the seeds that give way to the apple that produces more seeds that are once again planted to produce more in a never-ending cycle, these thoughts and ideas that come from the light inside you are alive. They have a birth and a death. Only you can decide how long they live. Will you protect your gifts from the creator and allow them to flourish?

Nothing ventured, nothing gained my friend...

Friday, December 16, 2011

KUNDALINI AWARENESS

Below is the article I was referring to in my last post regarding a more scientific explanation of this experience. It's from the Institute for Consciousness Research.
Please enjoy.

Kundalini Awareness

The earth and the universe that surrounds it is filled with a constant supply of beauty and mystery that keeps
the human mind stimulated and challenged. It is this “human mind” that has learned to survive the harsh elements
of Nature, has battled disease and to this point in history survived war. Throughout the centuries it has
been those we call “genius” that have provided the answers to the riddles and problems that have faced the
race. These men and women have shown the way in all aspects of human experience - both secular and
religious. In various ages they have been the great explorers, tribal chiefs, sorcerers, high priests, pharaohs,
artists, musicians, mystics, scientists, doctors and humanitarians. They have lead us to explore the unknown
and respect the ineffable and intangible forces around us. They have enriched our lives with art, music and
literature, provided technological and medical advances to keep us safe and healthy and reminded us of the
need to love and care for each other. 
Somehow these individuals were vouchsafed knowledge that was not readily available to their contemporaries or to those that proceeded them. Where humankind would be without
a Christ, Patanjali, Guru Nanak, Buddha, Socrates, Michaelangelo, Bach, Einstein, Newton, Jefferson, St.
Teresa of Avila or Gandhi is impossible to imagine. The “genius” mind has been the conduit through which the
human race has survived and evolved during these past thousands of years. These minds have provided us
with generally accepted theories relating to, among others, biological evolution, physics, chemistry, and theology.
Yet, today with all our knowledge of how the human body functions – including genetic engineering and
organ transplants – there is no generally accepted theory of the evolution of human consciousness nor is there
a basic understanding of consciousness itself.

The appearance of mystics and geniuses throughout history is still not fully explained. The early Greeks
had two views on genius – One view equated it with an act of creativity by God – the major source of an individual’s
genius had its source in a mystical power. Socrates described this power as a “murmuring in his ears
like the sound of the flute in the ears of the mystic”. The other view related genius to insanity – Aristotle believed
that there was “no great genius without madness”.
Studies dating from the late nineteenth century, by Lombroso, Ellis, and others have concentrated on the
observed connection between insanity and genius. In addition, Galton has studied the role played by heredity
in the production of genius. None of these studies have provided adequate explanations for inspiration and
creativity.

Near the beginning of the twentieth century, the Canadian psychiatrist Richard Maurice Bucke treated the
issue of Illumination in both mystics and geniuses from the standpoint of psychology. He suggested that the
human mind was evolving toward a new kind of consciousness – which he called Cosmic Consciousness -
far in advance of ordinary human self-consciousness. Using arguments based upon analogy, Bucke examines
some forty-three “great cases” within the framework of eleven characteristics of the Cosmic Sense.
However he does not identify any somatic basis for his Cosmic Sense.
In more recent times, Gopi Krishna drew from his own personal experience and the ancient esoteric literature
to suggest that the mystic and the genius are products of a more highly evolved brain. He further postulated
that there is a specific psychosomatic power centre – known as Kundalini – in human beings and that
human evolution has proceeded by the action of this mechanism in the human body and brain. Traditionally
Kundalini is held to be responsible for creativity, genius, mystical experience, psychic phenomena and in its
morbid form certain classes of mental illness. If this is indeed the case, then the mystic, the genius and the
psychic should share a set of common characteristics and experiences, which would have to be consistent
with those, attributed to the awakening of Kundalini in the ancient esoteric scriptures.

Furthermore Gopi Krishna, along with Bucke and other visionaries such as Teilhard de Chardin who believed
that human consciousness was evolving, was convinced that we had reached a critical juncture in this
evolution — a time in which many ordinary, everyday people would begin to awaken to this evolutionary process
within themselves. As this awakening occurred, Gopi Krishna maintained, these individuals would begin
to experience varying degrees of spiritual transformation; some might even attain the degree of illumination or
Cosmic Consciousness that marked the lives of the great geniuses and mystics of the past.

Ideally, this ongoing transformation is a slow one, with the changes occurring gradually and virtually imperceptibly
over a long period of time. However, due to a number of factors, including the general speed and
intensity of our lives today, this process of spiritual transformation is occurring extremely rapidly for a number
of people. When this happens, it can cause anything from mild consternation to an almost cataclysmic upheaval
in the life of the person experiencing it.

Gopi Krishna knew this based on his own personal experience. In 1948, after spending three hours in
intensive yoga meditation every day for seventeen years, he experienced a spiritual awakening so abrupt that
it set his life on end for a number of years. Determined to help others avoid similar crises, he spent the rest of
his life researching mystical experience and urging the scientific and medical communities to launch serious
scientific studies on the subject.

Because he was from India and practiced yoga, he naturally presented his case to the Western community
using this philosophy’s terms and symbols. This did not mean he thought that yoga or the experiences of
the yogi were in any way superior. On the contrary, he believed that the profound mystical experiences described
by great saints and mystics of all traditions - whether they called these experiences samadhi, nirvana,
enlightenment or mystical union - were essentially the same.
In yogic terms, such experiences are brought about by what is often called the awakening of kundalini.

Although the word kundalini defies adequate translation, it is sometimes defined as an evolutionary energy/
consciousness force. Kundalini is believed not only to have this crucial role in mystical experience, but to also
be related to other phenomena associated with exceptional states of consciousness including the awakening
of the paranormal abilities — for example the ability to prophesy — and divinely inspired creativity and genius.
In order to put these esoteric Eastern ideas into a conceptual framework that Western science could more
readily study, Gopi Krishna formed what he called the kundalini hypothesis. The first part of this hypothesis
can be paraphrased by saying simply that the force/energy known as kundalini in yoga is responsible for such
phenomena as mystical experience, psychic awakening, and inspired creativity and genius. A second part of
the hypothesis states that, in an aberrant form of awakening, kundalini can also be responsible for, or related
to, some types of mental illness - or what appears to be mental illness.

Although much of Gopi Krishna’s energy was directed towards promoting scientific research based on
the experiences of people who were undergoing this transformative process today he also suggested that a
tremendous amount of insight could be gleaned from scholarly research into the lives of the great mystics and
creative geniuses of the past. If, he argued, kundalini was really responsible for such phenomena as mystical
experience and inspired creativity, we should be able to look at the lives of mystics and creative geniuses and
find signs of an awakened kundalini as it was described in the ancient yogic tradition.

To this end Gopi Krishna provided a list of the characteristics of kundalini awakening. (Interestingly enough,
these traits correspond very closely with what Richard Maurice Bucke called the characteristics of Cosmic
Consciousness.)

Central to the awakening itself, Gopi Krishna explained, is a profound mystical experience that includes an
inexpressible sensation of divine love, bliss, or awe; an unfathomable vision of inner light, fire or flames, and
an overwhelming, all-encompassing awareness of the divine oneness of all things. Depending on a number of
factors, such as lifestyle and heredity, the intensity — or profundity — of this experience can vary. It can also
occur once or many times in an individual’s life, and can be anything from a brief, transitory experience to an
on-going feature of his or her existence. The rare yogi who reaches perennial higher consciousness is said in
some yogic traditions to live in a state known as sahaja-samadhi. In The Encyclopedic Dictionary of Yoga,
Georg Feuerstein describes this level of samadhi as being a state of permanent enlightenment or ‘liberation
while being alive’.

Arising out of the mystical experience itself comes a transformation in the mystic’s consciousness and,
consequently, in the way he or she perceives and responds to the world. The most significant of these changes
is an actual transformation in mental acuity or capacity that — again depending on a number of factors —
might range from paranormal abilities or creative inspiration to the ability to bring new knowledge to the world,
or even ultimately, to receive divine revelation. Thus, just as there are degrees in the mystical experience itself,
the way the transformation manifests in different individuals occurs along a continuum that ranges from the
development of a creative gift or paranormal ability to becoming a saint or, in the rarest cases, one of the great
spiritual masters.

Other traits of the person who has tasted some degree of true mystical experience include an unshakable
belief in the validity of the experience itself and in the reality of a divine cosmic force; the loss of fear of death
and the certainty of the immortality of the soul; the development of both a powerful charisma and a highly moral, ethical nature that is often expressed in a passion for social justice and a deep concern for the suffering of
humanity.

We seemed to be paying more attention to the state of our individual consciousness with the idea of ‘expanding’
or ‘raising’ it to a higher level. In the last few decades of the twentieth century there was a tremendous
upsurge in self -improvement and individual expansion of consciousness. In the West, this was in part brought
about by the ‘street’ availability of mind-altering drugs and hallucinogens as well as a rise in interest in Eastern
esoteric traditions. The goal of expansion of consciousness is of course not new.

Our religious and esoteric traditions attest to the fact that human beings have long sought to expand their
awareness and commune with the ineffable and intangible forces in Nature. But from the 1960’s on it seemed
that more and more of the general population took an active interest in self-development where previously that
interest appeared to be confined to those undertaking strict religious or esoteric practices. Furthermore people
seemed to be reporting more internal experiences that could be classified as mystical or consciousness
expanding in nature.
The currently accepted Western scientific paradigm does not generally allow for the healthy integration of
many of these experiences into an individual’s life. People having these experiences are more than not at a
loss for a reasonable explanation or do not know how or where to find help if they are in crisis. In many cases
they are afraid to confide in family or friends for fear of ridicule, misunderstanding or medical misdiagnosis.
So far we have discussed the experience from a moral, ethical and psychological perspective. But of essential
importance is Gopi Krishna’s assertion that mystical and other “exceptional’ states of consciousness
are somatically anchored in the body, particularly in the brain and nervous system, and that human consciousness
- like the human body was in a state of evolution. He further maintained that the evolutionary process
occurring in the brain and nervous system was essential to the expansion of consciousness, particularly if the
expanded states were to become a permanent feature in an individual’s consciousness.

Recent scientific studies support this contention. In 1980, neurophysiologist Peter Fenwick suggested “that
there exists within the brain, …a system which when activated either naturally or by esoteric practices, or spontaneously, or on the operating table by direct stimulation or by the ictal discharges of epilepsy, can give rise to the mystical experience….What I am saying is that there are structures within the brain which, when stimulated
either “normally” or pathologically, will give rise to the experience.” He concludes that mystical experience
seems to be an emergent property of brain functioning, in part dependent on brain structure and on the
activation of several systems within the brain, specifically the temporal lobe and the mid brain.

Even more recent research has lead many scientists to conclude that the brain is “hard wired” for exceptional
experiences including mystical experience. According to psychologist Daniel Baston “the brain is the
hardwire through which religion is experienced. To say the brain produces religion is like saying a piano produces
music.” Although the theological interpretation may differ, this “hardwire” has been born out by the investigations
of scientists who have been exploring what physically occurs in the brain during a religious or mystical experience. It bears repeating that this does not necessarily mean that religious/mystical experience
is a function of the brain only. These experiments have only shown that certain images and/or perceptions
associated with religious experience can be brought out by artificially stimulating certain regions of the brain.
However, these images ( such as angels or saints ) and perceptions ( a oneness with the universe) do not on
their own constitute all the essential elements of a complete religious/mystical experience.
 
One of the main purposes of the research on kundalini is to provide a theoretical basis for individuals interested
in or in the process of having mystical related or consciousness expanding experiences. This should
provide a framework into which the individual can integrate their experience and offer guidelines that will help
keep the process on a course that will lead to a healthy conclusion.
 
Much of this research is based on the Eastern esoteric concepts of Kundalini and Prana (the subtle intelligent
life-energy). The concept of Kundalini provides an established and time-tested model with which we can
measure and judge our own as well as the experiences of others. Information about Prana is key to understanding
and interpreting consciousness expanding experiences. In addition to this, the lives and writings of
mystics and geniuses provide examples of what to do and what not to do when in the throes of an expanding
consciousness. They also provide an indication of the state of consciousness to which the entire Race is
evolving. This does not degrade or diminish the role of the average person. For each of us has an important
role to play in this life. We must always remember that human consciousness is experienced on a continuum
and each individual’s brain is its own laboratory. And, in this sense, each and every one of us has an opportunity
to observe the changes occurring in our own consciousness and add to humanity’s understanding of the
process.

DISCOVERING THE LIGHT INSIDE

The video below is one man's description of his change in consciousness. I've been talking about and certainly learning about other people's awakening since my own. When I watch videos of people describing their experiences or read articles about it (like the one I plan to post soon), I get emotional remembering what I went through at the time. It's funny, but since then, I've felt like someone who announces they've seen a ufo or little green men...or been abducted and probed. Everything can change in an instant...

In addition to getting flooded by scenes from 'The Matrix', another of the movies that kept popping into my head was 'Close Encounters of the Third Kind'. No, not because of the whole alien thing... Because once this happened to me, I thought of myself like the Richard Dreyfus character who is scrambling to explain what happened to him, desperately seeking answers to explain his upside down world. No one could understand what he was going through, let alone him.

At first, I thought this was some sort of global awakening. I couldn't believe everyone wasn't going through this. I've always felt my averageness made me a good gauge of what most people like or don't like, so after years of odd looks and suggestions of seeing a psychiatrist (from myself and others), I've realized my experience is definitely not global. Needless to say, I'm very tight lipped and keep my awakened cards close to my chest.

My experience is not exactly as this man describes and yours may not be the same either, but there are definite similarities that will strike you to the core if you've experienced it already. Like I've said before, if you've gone through this, you'll know it. If not, remember to remember and continue creating the circumstances that will allow what's hiding to emerge in the most blindingly indescribable blaze of glory. Please enjoy.


WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD

We've heard the song before (my fav was always Oscar Peterson's version), but here's a new twist on it that I hope leaves you with a smile and warm fuzzies all over...This one was submitted to YouTube on 12-11-11...




LIFE HAS NO REMOTE. GET UP AND CHANGE IT YOURSELF...

Sunday, December 11, 2011

THE SYMPTOMS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING

If you've experienced these symptoms as a result of a spiritual awakening this video will ring with truth. If you haven't experienced this yet, keep creating the circumstances for your own awakening, embrace these symptoms and allow the change to happen. As I've mentioned before, what follows your Satori is a number of complete changes, some feel good, some bad, some confusing, very confusing such as experiencing flashes of light and movement, psychic awareness, numeric alignment and repetition such as seeing 11, 111, 1111 (like myself) or other numerical patterns on a regular basis and the like.

There will be significant upheaval in your life following such an awakening, so prepare yourself for a decrease in the number friends and family that stand by the new enlightened you. You'll come to understand it. 

Prepare yourself for the signs described in the video below. As with anything, these stages will pass and lead to a new level of understanding. You will feel so happy, you will feel so sad. You will feel so flat and depressed, you will feel nihilistic (as if nothing matters anymore) and you will consider suicide. Don't give up. Once that passes, you will once again gain a new level of spiritual understanding. 

Remember, the awakening is you coming out of the depths like hitting the top of the roller-coaster from below. You can see everything for miles, but the ride is just beginning. There will be twists and turns, highs and lows from here, but once it's over you'll be so thankful for having gone through it. Please enjoy the video:


Wednesday, December 7, 2011

GIVING IT ALL AWAY

"The true philosopher, the student of the Esoteric Wisdom, entirely loses sight of personalities, dogmatic beliefs and special religions. Moreover, Esoteric philosophy reconciles all religions, strips every one of its outward, human garments, and shows the root of each to be identical with that of every other great religion." - Madame Blavatsky, The Secret Doctrine, 1888


In a follow-up to my post about American Nomads I thought I'd post a link to this movie. It's called 'Into the Wild'. It came out in 2007 and was directed by Sean Penn. It's based on the true story of a young man who decided to leave it all behind and eventually found his way to Alaska. Great movie!




When I first began to see the world with fresh eyes, it was (and continues to a lesser extent now 4 yrs later) an awesome time in my life. I don't know how else to say it. For a good two years afterward, I felt that each time I walked out the door, I was struck with a sense of awe and wonder at what I saw. Colors, lots of colors. That's the first thing I saw and still do. Plants, flowers, animals, people. Not people watching in the 'Starbucks' sense, but seeing people for the spirit an intention that drives them. I could see to the core of what drives us with unimaginable clarity. Just like when you turn the heater on in your car and slowly watch the frost melt away from the windshield to the point that you can clearly see and understand there's a depth in the world you had never seen.

Along with a blinding clarity and an understanding of things I previously could not even comprehend came a list of numerous changes that suddenly occurred. One of those changes was an increase in energy and recovery time. I felt like the source of the energy of the entire universe was coming from my center. I'll talk about how that has continued to effect my life later, including losing 40 pounds to the most stable my weight has ever been. 

I wanted, however, to first say that the change I talk about was not a new sense of WILL POWER; it wasn't creating a new 'game-plan' for my life or 'motivating' myself or finding a new diet plan. It was a new understanding, a new way of thinking and perceiving the world. As a result, different circumstances were naturally produced from the thoughts in my head. 

It also meant that what I had been addicted to because of my previous way of thinking (which attracted those circumstances to support that world) no longer had the same hold on me. Whatever addictions I had, whatever habits I couldn't control, I now saw deflated like the air leaving a balloon. None of those addictions had any power over me any longer. NONE OF THEM. Addictions to salt and sugar, to fast food, to alcohol, to cigarettes, to sex, to power and control, to 'things' like cars and clothing, jewelery, watches, colognes, sunglasses, etc., etc. In short, I became every marketing and advertising firm's biggest nightmare...

My new intention, my newly rediscovered connection with the true will of the universal creative force was no longer connected to the circumstances needed to support life in the matrix. At the very moment of awakening, I was literally bombarded with images of Neo from 'The Matrix' when he sits up in the incubation pod and looks around. Every moment of that scene played in my head over and over in a loop combined with an overwhelming sense of growing relief as if I had been given a reprieve from execution as I was being led to the gallows.

Suddenly and all the trappings of the type-A life I had been immersed in fell away or were easily overcome. I looked at my former self like someone I used to know. Like an ex-husband or wife. You understand they weren't good for you at a particular time in your development, (but served a purpose for that time none-the-less) and you know that even though they are still out there somewhere, they no longer server that purpose and no longer have a hold over you. You understand now.

Unfortunately, at the same time I was hit with a feeling I never truly felt before and it bothered me to the point of tears. Of course, now that I was in touch with the source of all my feelings and emotions, a leaf falling from a tree made me cry, but this was particularly hard to see for the first time ever at 42. 

I had always professed to being a compassionate person, a nice guy. But now that my eyes were open, I suddenly saw what I had never seen before. I'm not just talking about the suffering of homeless, abused children, starving and oppressed, but the suffering of us all. It suddenly became clear to me that we are ALL the source of our ills. To suddenly understand that WE are the crazy influence that begets all that follows in this world is a sobering realization, but definitely one circumstance that is inherent in the world of the awakened. 

Don't worry, my friend, if you'd like me to let you know where you are on the compassion meter, let me say this. Regardless of how compassionate you may 'feel', toward something or someone, unless you act immediately on those impulses and without self-awareness, you've still got a ways to go. The good news is this is what our spiritual practice is for. The better news is that acting immediately on compassionate impulses is one of the circumstances inherent in the world of the enlightened. So if it doesn't come to you as a result of a spiritual awakening, you can certainly practice it which will eventually lead you to the light inside.

Once I perceived my earthly experience differently, my primary impulse for a while was to rid myself of all the 'stuff' I had accumulated in my lifelong shopping spree that had resulted not only in my living space being crammed with useless junk, but a full storage locker of crap that I dragged around with me everywhere I moved. 

I began to give things away at a rapid rate, $500 watches, boxes of accessories, boxes of sporting equipment that I donated to schools in depressed areas of the city, clothing to shelters, friends, and acquaintances. I used to drive around with my car full of crap and open the back to allow street people to rummage through my leather jackets, shoes and boots, hats, gloves, blankets, sleeping bags and so much more that I was keeping to myself while others suffered. 

I looked into the eyes of people I'd previously ignored, I touched the people I was led to believe were 'untouchables' with a clear understanding of their existence and our connection to each other. The divisions I had placed between myself and everything/everyone were now gone just like the walls I had placed between myself and the creator. What was now seen could not be unseen.

Four years later, I'm clearly aware of the impulses in this world that trigger responses; the causes that produce certain effects so-to-speak. When we live without the circumstances of the former world controlling us, we are able to clearly see when one of those impulses arises. We are now able to see the forest for the trees and we can immediately pacify the impulse before it has a chance to get a foot-hold and become a habit/addiction. It simply goes back to being the thing it was before we gave it meaning.

I would recommend to anyone on a spiritual journey, whether or not you're currently living an awakened existence, to make an inventory of the 'things' you've accumulated and either drag around wherever you go or seldom see (if ever) while you pay for a storage facility.

You don't have to give it all away, my friend, but perhaps consider lightening the load of the things you tell yourself you need in your life...